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miss_scissorhands |
02-23-2008 @ 4:58 AM
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Crowd Surfer
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My writer's block is so bad. It's seriously almost painful anymore. Nothing's helping. And I wouldn't be so stressed about it if I didn't still have a sh*tload of things to write for my project. God, my stomach.
oh and i'm feeling directionless
yes, but that's to be expected.
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02-23-2008 @ 12:57 PM
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Mingler
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^ i feel ya, ive been trying to write my screen play for ages but i keep getting paralysed. i dont know, i feel like it has to come out perfect and when it doesnt i get fustraited
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freaky182 |
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02-24-2008 @ 12:10 AM
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King/Queen of the Pit
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Went to Outback with my daddy.
Despite having the man buy me an alcoholic drink since I turned 21, I apparently ate too much.
I could throw up everything and go to sleep happy.
Salt Lake City is full of
Sexual Deviants and Perverts
And those are my kind of f*cking people
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02-25-2008 @ 12:36 AM
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Crowd Surfer
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I've been working on my damn English project since 8:40 p.m.
I'm grounded for the next few days.
I only have 6 hours to sleep.
I have Social Studies first thing tomorrow.
And I have to sleep on the floor tonight.
“So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window.”
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02-25-2008 @ 8:09 PM
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Stage diver
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My mom has cancer.
Put your head up to the speakers.
This is what its like to stop talking and finally hear me.
This message was edited by stealth2525 on 2-25-08 @ 8:13 PM
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rockismyheroine |
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02-25-2008 @ 8:13 PM
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Circle pit leader
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^omg have you heard anything else about it?
Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone, but it all works out.
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miss_scissorhands |
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02-25-2008 @ 8:18 PM
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Crowd Surfer
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My mom has cancer.
One of my best friends had cancer. She beat it a few years ago. Brady, I'm really sorry your mother is sick. I hope she can overcome it.
oh and i'm feeling directionless
yes, but that's to be expected.
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january |
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02-25-2008 @ 9:16 PM
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quote:
My mom has cancer.
Ohmigosh! Did they catch it in time? Is it something treatable? Are you doing ok?
*hugs*
I'll be thinking about you & your little brother & sis!
I need more balance, a more distanced
perspective.
I should accept what is.
nightmares are a part of existence.
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02-25-2008 @ 9:18 PM
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Stage diver
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quote:
My mom has cancer.
I'm sorry, Brady. 
I know we will
I hope we will
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stealth2525 |
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02-25-2008 @ 9:44 PM
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Stage diver
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Ohmigosh! Did they catch it in time? Is it something treatable?
She told me that she noticed a bump about a year ago. When she was at my Grandparent's house, when Grandpa had surgery she had the doctor look at it, and it is cancer.
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Are you doing ok?
I'm doing okay. I was pretty shaken up about it at first, but, I got over it. I guess I am doing as well as somebody who has a mother who is a cancer patient.
Thanks, everyone.
Put your head up to the speakers.
This is what its like to stop talking and finally hear me.
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freaky182 |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:25 PM
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I'm a little late.
I'm sorry to hear that, Brady. I'm glad you're ok though.
*huggles*
And I miss the hell out of ya.
Salt Lake City is full of
Sexual Deviants and Perverts
And those are my kind of f*cking people
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lollie |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:36 PM
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Stage diver
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What kind of cancer is it? A lot of my family has gone or is going through it right now.
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stealth2525 |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:40 PM
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Stage diver
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It's Hodgkin's Lymphoma. She's having surgery, then chemo, and she's going to loose all her hair and be sick.
Put your head up to the speakers.
This is what its like to stop talking and finally hear me.
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lollie |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:43 PM
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At least it's got a pretty high cure rate. Something to be positive about, I guess.
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freaky182 |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:44 PM
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From what I know, that's actually a really treatable cancer. A lot of people come out just fine.
I hope your mom does just as good.
Salt Lake City is full of
Sexual Deviants and Perverts
And those are my kind of f*cking people
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stealth2525 |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:45 PM
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Stage diver
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At least it's got a pretty high cure rate. Something to be positive about, I guess.
What scares me is that the treatment has been known to cause cancer.
Put your head up to the speakers.
This is what its like to stop talking and finally hear me.
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january |
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02-25-2008 @ 10:52 PM
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Ah, my husband's sorta-acquaintance-sorta-friend had that a couple of years ago. He's doing just fine now. And Ka, if you happen to read this, not to put all your sh*t out there or anything, but didn't you have some kind of lymphoma??
But I'm sure your mom's going to do everything she can do to get better, Brady. And all the surgery and going bald and miserable chemo and all of that will be totally worth it once she goes into remission. All you can do is stay optimistic and strong for her and your siblings... the rest is pretty much out of your hands. And I'm sure that's probably the most frustrating thing out of it all, not being able to do anything to change the situation.
I need more balance, a more distanced
perspective.
I should accept what is.
nightmares are a part of existence.
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02-26-2008 @ 10:42 AM
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Hugs and well wishes for Brady and his mom.
Now I need to focus on my own selfish negativity. I FEEL LIKE JUMPING OFF A F*CKING BRIDGE! The co-signer form for the apartment is worded oddly and my parents don't like it, nor do the other parents co-signing for my friends. They all want to see a copy of the lease. Understandable...so I call the real estate lady to ask for a copy and she informs me, we each need 1000 bucks, the co-signer forms,and the lease signed no later than Monday. No exceptions. If we fail to do this, the 600 bucks we each deposited won't get refunded. So yeah, we have parents that are being particular and I have no idea where the f*ck I'm going to get 1000 bucks by Monday. The school financial office blows so f*cking much and they still havent sent me my refund check that I applied for a month ago (it's only supposed to take two weeks). My parents can't give me the money as they aren't in the financial situation to do so.
F*ck F*CK F*CK F*CK F*CK F*CK F*CK. The universe is against me. It doesn't want me to get this apartment.
God is dead. I'm so upset that all I want to do is sit in my room and cry, but I have to sit in this horrible class all day.
I don't know. But that's good! The day I know everything, I might as well stop.
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02-26-2008 @ 11:15 AM
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^ Nicole, I've watched enough Judge Joe Brown to be almost 100% positive that she CANNOT keep your deposit if you haven't signed the lease and sealed the deal.
It's not like you're buying a house and put $600 in good faith money. If that were the case, she could keep it. But it's a deposit on the apartment -- which you haven't signed papers for yet. Add on to that the fact that she's now suddenly demanding a significant amount of money in a short amount of time and I'm thinking she's a pretty fishy-sounding landlord.
I know how bad you guys want an apartment but this might not be the one to take. If she's changing the rules on you, holding your money hostage and all of your parents don't like the sound of it, something's not right.
I need more balance, a more distanced
perspective.
I should accept what is.
nightmares are a part of existence.
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freaky182 |
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02-26-2008 @ 11:20 AM
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King/Queen of the Pit
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Very very fishy indeed. Why in the hell would she need another $4000 from you guys? That's just ridiculous...
And MSN is down, so I can't check my e-mail.
Salt Lake City is full of
Sexual Deviants and Perverts
And those are my kind of f*cking people
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02-26-2008 @ 11:38 AM
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Oy...the thing is, we had to hand over 600 bucks when we applied. It said on the application, that once we were approved that that initial deposit was non-refundable. She also said that we were well aware that the lease started March 1. Mo or Helen are so uninvolved with things that I don't think they had any idea, and if Katie knew, I'm sure she'd have told me. So basically none of us had any idea. The lady did not tell us we had to be ready by March 1, otherwise we would have. The 600 bucks is the first month's rent and the additional 1000 bucks is the actual security deposit. I'm really at odds. I'm f*cked out of 600 bucks and an apartment unless some sort of miracle happens.
I don't know. But that's good! The day I know everything, I might as well stop.
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apathy. |
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02-26-2008 @ 11:39 AM
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Not that any of you probably want to know...
But I am fucking pissed. The stupid birth control pill is supposed to help with my goddamned cramps and other girly problems I've been having, and all it's doing is making me extremely tired and moody all the time. Compound that with the fact that I already have insomnia...and it's going pretty sh*tty right now.
But hey, at least I can't get pregnant.
As if I were doing anything to get that way.
>:(
For a middle eastern guy
I think Aladdin looked pretty white
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freaky182 |
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02-26-2008 @ 11:50 AM
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King/Queen of the Pit
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The lady did not tell us we had to be ready by March 1, otherwise we would have.
If she couldn't bother to give you all the appropriate information, then she's a sh*tty real estate agent.
Katie, if you just started BC, then all of that is bound to happen. I was on it for a month and was miserarble the whole time before things started getting back in order.
hey jude, don't make it bad...
take a sad song and make it better
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02-26-2008 @ 12:15 PM
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OK, update on the apartment crisis...ok well, it's actually a townhouse, but since we are renting it, it is an apartment:
I went by financial, and the list said my refund check was available...however, I never got the notification email. So I'm like OMG REFUND CHECK I'M SAVED...BUT it's only for 500 bucks. My loan didn't get processed in time to get included in this check (not accounting's fault..f*cking financial aid...they suck...accounting takes a lot of their sh*t. They're more willing to help you if they can, they just lack the power). The best they could do is write an official letter stating that my money IS there, it IS coming, and it's their fault it's not here. So basically when I pick up a copy of the lease tomorrow, I will show the lady this letter and if it's not good enough, I guess I will have to find 500 bucks.....at least it's not a grand but....F*CK....I really don't want to ask anyone to lend me the money at all...mebbie the bank...or I will go through my sh*t tonight and see what I can sell on ebay.
I wish I were a dude....then I could just sell sperm. Selling eggs is so much harder.
I don't know. But that's good! The day I know everything, I might as well stop.
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02-26-2008 @ 1:38 PM
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^ You can sell plasma...
If you are looking to sell records (which I hope it doesn't come to that), look to us first, or make an account on the VC boards. You can get paid faster than going through eBay and whatnot and avoid the assrape fees...
EDIT: I peem'd you a couple of minutes ago...
It's heads or tails on heart attacks and broken dreams tonight...
This message was edited by akross on 2-26-08 @ 1:40 PM
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