Everyone has ruined music– that one good song or album that’s been tarnished by a shitty time or person. For Buddy Nielsen of Senses Fail, time and perspective have forced him to question the inherent allure of screaming along to some of his early lyrics about murder.

Death, donuts and desert meditation have ruined some of Buddy’s other favorite songs and artists and in this APTV Exclusive, you’ll learn all about the music that has failed the frontman of Senses Fail.